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Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself

6.120231h RMovieComedy

In this comedic exploration of black mental health and self discovery, comedian Josh Johnson shares with his therapist, and the audience, his thoughts on growing up without money, grieving, and firing his first gun. There is no subject…

DirectorJacob Menache

WriterJosh Johnson

ProducersJosh Johnson·Jacob Menache

Where to watch

Peacock

Availability shown for United States · rights vary by country

Cast · Directed by Jacob Menache

Josh Johnson

Self

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Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself — streaming FAQ

Which OTT platform streams Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself?

Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself is streaming on Peacock in United States as of September 2026. It's not currently on Netflix.

Is Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself on Netflix?

No, Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself is not on Netflix in United States as of September 2026. It's currently on Peacock.

Is Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself on Amazon Prime Video?

No, Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself isn't on Amazon Prime Video in United States right now. It's on Peacock instead.

Where can I watch Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself for free?

Josh Johnson: Up Here Killing Myself is on Peacock in United States, so you'll need access to Peacock to watch it.