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When I Was 5, I Killed Myself

7.619941h 30mMovieDrama

This film is about Gils, a young boy (about ten) in a juvenile mental hospital in 1950's France. Flashbacks recount his conflicts with authority and his strong relationship with Jessica, a similarly rebellious schoolmate. Simultaneously, a…

DirectorJean-Claude Sussfeld
WritersHoward Buten·Jean-Pierre Carasso

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Cast · Directed by Jean-Claude Sussfeld

DRDimitri Rougeul
Dimitri Rougeul
Gil
BRBlanche Ravalec
Blanche Ravalec
La mère de Gil
PBPatrick Bouchitey
Patrick Bouchitey
Dr. Nevele
SLSalomé Lelouch
Salomé Lelouch
Jessica
ARAnny Romand
Anny Romand
Mme Cochrane
FCFrançois Clavier
François Clavier
Le père de Gil
HGHippolyte Girardot
Hippolyte Girardot
Dr. Edouard Valmont
RH
Raymonde Heudeline

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When I Was 5, I Killed Myself hasn't started streaming in United Kingdom yet. Based on the typical 6–8 week theatrical-to-streaming window, we estimate it will arrive around March 23, 1994. This is a prediction, not a confirmed date.