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I Used to Be Darker

5.720131h 30mMovieDrama

When Taryn, a Northern Irish runaway, finds herself in trouble in Ocean City, MD, she seeks refuge with her aunt and uncle in Baltimore. But Kim and Bill have problems of their own: they’re trying to handle the end of their marriage…

DirectorMatthew Porterfield
WritersAmy Belk·Matthew Porterfield
ProducersSteve Holmgren·Ryan Zacarias

Where to watch

KanopyKanopy
Availability shown for United States · rights vary by country

Cast · Directed by Matthew Porterfield

DCDeragh Campbell
Deragh Campbell
Taryn
HGHannah Gross
Hannah Gross
Abby
NO
Ned Oldham
Bill
KT
Kim Taylor
Kim
NP
Nicholas Petr
NIck
GG
Geoff Grace
Geoff
AEAdèle Exarchopoulos
Adèle Exarchopoulos
Camille
DS
Declan Sammon
Sam
JC
Jack Carneal
Jack
JZ
Jimi Zhivago
Jimi
EW
Ellis Woodward
Tom
JB
John Belanger
Ben

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I Used to Be Darker — streaming FAQ

Which OTT platform streams I Used to Be Darker?

I Used to Be Darker is streaming on Kanopy in United States, and available to rent or buy on Apple TV Store and Google Play Movies. It's not currently on Netflix.

Is I Used to Be Darker on Netflix?

No, I Used to Be Darker is not on Netflix in United States as of September 2026. It's currently on Kanopy.

Is I Used to Be Darker on Amazon Prime Video?

No, I Used to Be Darker isn't on Amazon Prime Video in United States right now. It's on Kanopy instead.

Where can I watch I Used to Be Darker for free?

I Used to Be Darker is available to stream free (with ads) on Kanopy in United States.